I acknowledge my faith in God gasps for air sometimes.
But I still believe.
With His help — “I believe; help Thou mine unbelief” — I’ll keep believing “stuff” like the following which I just read in Psalm 69:
O God,
in the multitude of thy mercy
hear me,
in the truth of thy salvation.Hear me,
O Lord;
for thy lovingkindness is good:
turn unto me
according to the multitude of thy tender mercies.I am in trouble:
hear me speedily.Thou hast known my reproach,
and my shame,
and my dishonour:
mine adversaries are all before thee.Let thy salvation,
O God,
set me up on high.The humble shall see this,
and be glad:
and your heart shall live
that seek God.For the Lord heareth the poor,
and despiseth not his prisoners.
Tell me, though: If you believe God, what do you do when your belief wavers?